Idk what to do. I'm 25, hurting financially due to a Sallie Mae school loan that just keeps climbing no matter what I do (its at 40k) I send them one paycheck a month but the numbers still high. I have no money saved up, I live with my mom and she has nothing positive to say about me everrrr. I grew up with her berated comments and feel like I always will. I cry all the time and have no one to talk to. I live in Miami and I want to move to California within the next 2 yelive poetry in miamiars. Monday the engine on my car caught fire so now I have no car. I used my last paycheck to rent a car just to get to work this week and don't know how I'm going to get to work next week. I'm broke. I'm just so stressed. Idk where to start to pick my life up. :( sometimes I feel the only way is to end it. I have no interventions. I write a lot of poetry and that helps but its just... Not enough. I'm a loner but I do socialize when I meet people. People would desclive poetry in miamiribe me as artistic but quiet but no one knows my thoughts of suicide, or my dreams of death. I have low self esteem and anxiety issues among other things. I'm just.... Tired.
that sucks. dont kill yourself though. if the debt gets out of control, you can file for bankruptcy or take a loan out from somewhere with a lower interest rate. dont go to california. thats where i live. it will not make yoou any happier. stay golden.
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